♥MISSING YOU♥

He left me in no time,
He forgot me sing long time,
He never came back,
He never looked at my tears,
Not my heart crying,
He never cared about my sorrow,
my screams, my moans, my cries,
I cried and cried,
but nobody came,
He left me alone
in this cruel, regretting world,
I still remember him,
My heart still loves him,
I worship him till the first day,
but he did not trust me,
not my feelings, not my heart,
I showed him my soul,
but he through it away in dark,
my heart and soul still finding
the light of his love,
the warmth of his touch,
my life is just lifeless
but he never cared,
never thought, never loved,
but i wish he get love
he ever wants, he ever desires,
which may complete him and his soul,
I just only wish……….

Thinking Of You
I think and I think but here I sit,
In front of my computer screen, dimly lit.
I peruse my thoughts in search of her,
And when discovered, my thoughts just wander.
I love her with all of my heart,
But I don’t know how to tell her. Where do I start?
So I sit and I think in front of my screen,
But my thoughts seem so meager and lean.
I want her to know how much she means to me,
But it’s hard being in love and making the other see.
I felt this way for quite some time now,
And I know I need to tell her but I don’t know how.
One idea works in my head,
But I know that it’d be shot down dead.
The perfect scenerio, it’s in my mind,
But sifting it out, it seems too hard to find.
I interact with her from behind a mask,
But I know, at this point, removing it’ll be a task.
I think and I think but what I search for evades me,
And so I sit with my computer screen in front of me.
I can only think about both of us, together,
And how I’d treat her, delicate as a feather,
Dropped from an extint bird, seemed to be lost in time,
That needs careful attention and can only be mine.
I just want her to realize that she’s the world to me
And that she’s the only one that will ever be.
I want to hold her in my arms forever,
Sharing our warmth, letting go… never.
I love her with all of my heart,
But I don’t know how to tell her. Where do I start?
I want her to know. This I know is true.
But it’s hard to say when I’m lost in her eyes of blue.
I can’t tell her, my love is too strong,
Besides, What if she hates me? What if I’m wrong?
So now I sit here, sad and blue,
Wishing we could speak words that lovers do.
I love her with all of my heart,
I want to be with her and never part.
I hope she returns my love
So I prey to the stars above.
I only wish I could make her see
How much her love truly means to me.

A Silent Tear

Silent words across a screen.
How could they mean so much to me.
I promised myself I would not cry.
Then a silent tear falls from my eye.

What did I do, what did I say,
To make you change your mind, the day you went away.
Everyday, waiting for a sign
To let me know, you might still want to be mind.

Another day comes and goes,
I want to write, but I can’t, I know.
You said you needed me more than I needed you,
Why would you say that, if you knew it wasn’t true?

Why did you say you loved me?
Then turn around and set me free?
I love you and want you,
But I know I can’t make you love me.

After You’re Gone
After you’re gone
How will I go to work?
Who will I phone
To talk through the silent evening
After you’re gone?
You’re part of my life,
A piece of my tapestry.
On what rock
Will my castle rest
After you’re gone?
Time will turn
But without hands.
How will I eat
Without my day on your dish
After you’re gone?
You’re the only place
I can put myself.
No hopes or dreams
Can fill my tumbling days
After you’re gone.

Everything to Me
You are the light when there is no sun.
You are the rainbow after the rain is done.
You are the star that twinkles in the night.
You are the moon that glows so bright.
You are the wind that whistles my name.
You are the love when the world is the same.
You are the flowers the bee’s never miss.
You are the beach the warm sun kisses.